After a long week..

WOW my blog is soooo private, i actually put a counter last week and i think it only move by one or two. Happy not, i am not sure because i have no intentions of letting others view my so called 'private' blog. ^^ People blog all their stuffs because they want people to see, in another words, gaining population. I have no objections with that, because i'm one of them but not now anymore, after knowing how scary the power of internet is. You can do whatever bull shits just to stalk a person, and you yourself not knowing. It's really a tragedy, really. However, i choose to post online due to my ugly handwritings(it's true..), and i'm lazy. As you know, bloggy, i'm used to being long winded and all my post consist LOTS of words. Yeahhhh :D

So i shall begin my story now, uh?
Basically i stayed in school everyday, so nothing interesting, oh except for the lift incident maybe, which i don't really want to talk about it because it's such a dumb and embarrassing stuff to share/say. Laughs. Yesterday was 25/2/11, 4th month with baby deer =) We went for a dinner during night time @ Manpuku, not bad. Bought Emicakes and auntie annie and went to ma house ^^
Had a fun day after a long busy week afterall, thanks deer really appreciate that :)
After he went home, i was... Okay, basically i was just using the computer and playing stupid facebook games, and OSU!. Seriously, addiction sucks =-=.

Slept at 4am .

Today...
Do homeworks, write down some notes, and got back to my gaming addicts again. Really, don't expect myself to get addicted in such games. LOL.


-To be continued.- (because i have forgotten what i wanted to say. LOLLL)

awesome day, not.?

Well, i spent most of my day idling around today. Actually going to Cheryl's bdae party or whatever, but i didn't really wanna go. Instead i went out with xel BROTHER instead. Fun i must admit, however feeling a bit guilty, not that i have did things behind brandon secretly, just that i went out w guys alone and didn't tell him. Sighed oh well, i must admit it's fun hanging out w him :/ BUT, i supposed it's because we hardly meet, so once met will have lots of nonsense t share =)

Saw this in magazine '8 Days', a page talking about food. I thought it was some kind of food webs, but the picture depicts nothing but disgusting/disturbing pictures. It's actually a website to make you lose appetite for the most 30mins+, to not make you eat so much. haha!

So.... i was curious and went t the website.

Well i shan't be a spoiler, if you are interested, please go to www.deappetizer.com =)

Actually to me, it's nothing much. I actually went through all the levels and it's nothing much to me o.o

So they actually tell me this:

If the method doesn't work: simple tips to reduce appetite.

• Drink six to eight glasses of water a day. The human needs far more water than we actually get, and that we unknowingly mistake hunger for thirst.
• Drink a glass of water before every meal. Water is an ideal filler material in your stomach and gives you a sense of "I am full" - which in turn decreases your appetite.
• Exercise more and eat immediately after exercising. Exercising stimulates the release of certain appetite-suppressing hormones and reduces the feeling of hunger.
• Eat a number of small meals instead of few large meals. Large meals will raise your energy levels quickly, but that rise in the energy level is followed by a big drop soon after which induces more hunger and can lead to binge eating during the subsequent meals.
• Eat slowly. The reason is that it takes about 20 minutes for our brains to register that we're full. If we eat slowly, we have time to realize we're full, and stop on time.
• Choose foods with lower calories per volume. If we eat large volumes of given food (even if it is very low in calories), we tend to eat less during the next meal.

• Remove food from your sight. You don't have the appetite as such, but when you see something you can gobble down without much efforts, you start to have a feeling that you are hungry. Out of sight, out of mind, out of mouth.
• Don't starve yourself. Nothing increases hunger/appetite more than starving for an extended period of time.

Not sure whether it'll work. Really sick and tired of my thighs already. D:

By the way, my hair's growing longer day by day.... Can be tied already!!!!

Gonna cut bangs tml. ^^

Alright, time to complete my ss(sigh) and then go to my comfyyy bedddyyy (yay)

Hope i can meet baby deer tomorrow, ciaos. :>

Tired.

Yeah, tiredness explains all my feelings now. Totally blank minded.

Went out with CHILDHOOD FRIEND jinyang today! Awesome outing @ the changi airport. Was suppose t study -- yes we did, for 2 hrs. Afterwards it was slacking time.

Reach home around 8+ i guessed. Feed teeny. She didn't eat much today, again. sighed. bathed, had my own dinner and went out to walk teeny. Met hui2. Her dog is SO CUTE. Chat around, walk with our dog together and as usual the shy teeny will have the tendency to hide. :x

Went back around 10+. Didn't expect it to be so long, wow. That was when i felt totally shag. I don't know was it because i'm too tired and sensitive or was it because of him. sighed sighed.. But anyway, watched tv till father finally finished using the comp and i took over. Resort world>facebook>sms>download and listening to songs> blog. NOTHINGMUCH. So bored that it's goonna killl meee T_T

Don't have any plans tml, wondering whether if i should go... (to Cheryl's, its her birthday today)

However due t some reasons, i just don't really feel like going la. Sorry deer, lying t you that i have lots of homework.

Nights. SHAG!!

"I found a man i can trust

And boy, i have believe in us

I am terrified to love for the first time

Can't you see that i'm bound in chains

I finally found my way

I am bound to you

I am bound to you..."

Extracted from the song called bound to you by Christina Aguilera. Also a song inside the move 'Burlesque'. Nice song, i like it. =)

I've always wanted a tattoo since i was primary 3-4, about 7 yrs old ?

I didn't want it just because i want to act like a hooligan and show off. Nope. I'm going to tattoo at a place only i myself can see =)

To me, it's a beautiful art that people can't have it if you don't appreciate the art. It's gorgeous and fragile. Looks like a flaw to your skin, but when you touch it, it's just a smooth skin surface and.. i don't know how to explain everything though. So let's go to the main point.

TATTOOS

A tattoo is a marking made by inserting indelible ink into the dermis layer of the skin to change the pigment for decorative or other reasons. Tattoos on humans are a type of decorative body modification.

"Bravery" - lily

Something more useful...?

As stated in the topic, i'm kinda lazy to type, so yeah, most of the post here, i might just probably post by copy-and-paste method :) Wanna be sort of.. I shall say posting something more useful than to write just about myself, myself... and myself.

So baby deer just left my place, its 11.33pm now. Wonder where is he now already..
Watched burlesque on funshion! I've already watched it once but i watch it again today with deer =) It's a great show. I rate it 5/5. The type of movie lili likes. laughs.

After he left, i just feel like posting uh. today's topic is: KISSING! Well, don't really have to be shy about it. It's something that you will do it sooner or later, nothing to be over... y'know.

Kissing Is...

One of the easiest ways to express affection and say I love you. Kissing is a universal language that requires no translation to glean it's message. Kissing has amazing health benefits. Best Kisses is a unique kissing photo website promoting the power of love one kiss at a time.

The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing...

Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life.

1. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who don’t.
2. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind.
3. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet!
4. Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol ‘stress’ hormone.
5. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.
6. Kissing is good for the heart, as it creates an adrenaline which causes your heart to pump more blood around your body. Frequent kissing has scientifically been proven to stabilize cardiovascular activity, decrease blood pressure and cholesterol.
7. Those who kiss quite frequently are less likely to suffer from stomach, bladder and blood infections.
8. During a kiss, natural antibiotics are secreted in the saliva. Also, the saliva contains a type of anesthetic that helps relieve pain.
9. Kissing reduces anxiety and stops the 'noise' in your mind. It increases the levels of oxytocin, an extremely calming hormone that produces a feeling of peace.
10. The endorphins produced by kissing are 200 times more powerful than morphine.

"Express the love, the way of being healthy at the same time."

P.S. So readers(i don't even know if there's any), if you happen to see couples kissing in front of you, don't think that they're disgracing themselves or what. Instead, treat it like 'oh they're trying to be healthy i guess!' :P

Still learning and moving on..

Hello there bloggy!

It's has been... N years since I've updated my blog, no joke!

Well i have no idea where t start with, and i bet no one's reading my blog now ^^

so basically it's like a private online diary to me =)

First of all i explain why i suddenly have the mood t blog again. (which i think my next post will be N yrs later again^^)

I was reading someone else's blog, and got the mood again. Also i have not been using the laptop for a very long time, unless it's for my D&T. SO I WANNA TYPE!!!

Secondly, i have no idea where t start with, seriously. Like, shall i start with the past, or what happen today?

I was actually thinking of typing out all my phone memos which is damn long and dread the fact that it's 1.48am in the morning and i'm tired. I also do not wish to use too much of my brain currently as my brain needs a rest too. So i shall continue another time ^^

SIGHHHHH, SICK SICK SICK! It's awfully suckish to be sick. SERIOUSLY. =-=

&, tomorrow's valentine's, i wonder if deer will like my handmade chocolate..? =)

BESIDES, i must complain that why school just won't give us a fucking hell 1 day holiday for the lovely couples and singles to celebrate and confess their love huh?!?! Made us stayed till 5, after that then can meet deer. what, i can't wait uh. zzz.

Really, i have to continue another time, all mixed feelings in my mind currently, and i can't type well. zzzz. Nights PD x3 ^^

I've got nothing to say, just something to declare.

Brandon, i love you 25/10/10, 2030. :)

Another new thing that's appearing in my life, which is, relationship.

I guess it wasn't that hard t accept after all, yet was still wondering why am i so paranoid or whatever before.

Yes, i'm happy. Nothing could explain my current feelings though i act as if i'm normal. :)

However, there's still many other things i need to settle first i guess.

Also, i think i should jolly well quit that retarded fckup game of mine.

Its nothing but troubles, not my destressing tool at all. What a lie :(

& yes, i'm a liar.. Liar..

Hahaha. Well that's all. I sounded a bit emo but i'm actually not. Just thinking of... Ohwell to be continued yea. Nights :>

^~^

eto ..
My sugar rush went out already. x.x
I wanted to blog earlier but i think that blogging at the end of the day would be better, so as to summarize everything.

Well i think i have not been updating for days or whatsoever. I have been updating bullshit and craps all around which is not considered blogging but ranting & i feel like deleting all those posts. butttt, never! I'm gonna read back my previous post when i got the time and see how dumb i am. Also it gives me an estimation of how much i've levelled too yea.?

Welllll. Updates.~(i'll write as much as i rmb.)

30/9, thursday.
suppose to study w CL they all, end my mum called me t join her and aunt for shopping session. Wore my school uniform and go, with my bag which is as heavy as 10kg t me. Epic, my mum asked me t choose heels for the wedding and can u imagine if i am wearing my school uniform while wearing a pair of 10cm heels. End up bought nothing and went home. Can't really remember what happen aft that.

1/10 , friday.
What? Its exams alrdy. Gotta be kiddin me. English & chinese paper 1, followed by chinese LC. I digged my ears the day before, so i must be scoring well for LC. haha!
Went home afterwards. Jm came t my house at 3+ t study. well, i mean, ''''study''''. LOL.
Crapped around like seriously, gossips and stalks.
She went home ard 7+, and i com all the way alr. Seriously no mood t study that day.
Well. I slept at 5am that day, whn im suppose t wake at 9.30 the following day.
Smth happened, and i don't wish t elaborate any further. It's always the same thing and i'm sick of it alrdy .

TODAY, sat/sun, 2/10
urm, lucky brandon called me @ 10, or else im surely still pigging in my pigsty. Yup, the one i'm meeting is him! Fruitful day, i had fun, not at the last part though. Studied @ macs for like 3hrs, he cycle me home while he went for tuition. However i didnt went home straight, instead i went t Jm's. x.x. I got a feeling that we'll still meet somehow and if i went home i won't be able to go out alrdy. So yeah i went to her house and continue w the study. yeah i attend some questions and it seems t be easier than before, I Guess. haha! Anw i was right, aft his tuition we're meeting agn. We wanted t cycle t bedok in the first place, but guess what, the brake was spoiled at the traffic light. Seriously i bring badluck t other ppl's bikes, not just brandon but zy, gabin and a lot more ppl =.=ll I feel so bad and i suggest paying half of the repair fee for him. LOL. He don't want. aik. Kay den he walk me home w that spoiled bike and his fater fetch him . Wa, super suay only.

Went home, study till 11 and audied. Same old thing luh~ Sometimes i wonder if im a flirt in game. lol like seriously. Cos everytime i online there will be a diff guy talking t me. However i don't have the intention to flirt, im just being friendly. Im stating my stand that i am truthful t myself, that's all. :D & besides i said that because its always the same, i dun understand why either, that is it'll either be all my audi frends come n look for me, or neither will come. haiyer! irritant laa. Anyway it's just a game, my distressing tool, no intentions of upgrading it anytime ^^.

YAY, PET FARM NXT WK!<3 always wanted t go and end up didnt!! This brandon damn steady, i say go he reli go, and willing t lend me his bike. HAHA NI ZHEN HAO! -except for ur violent part

AND ALSO, impt news, parents will be going t genting on the 8th-10th of oct, WHICH IS FREEDOM TIME FOR ME. i shld make full use of it, dun let it go waste. HAh plannin timeeeee. Besides exams are alrdy over, laughs.

Alright, i shld slp, reli shld. Runnin outof sugar, tml jm yx and mh is comin t muse and study, can't forget that. ohwell, nights.
<3


You accuse of me when you didn't even see me doing anything, so why not try putting urself in my shoes and think is it fair anot. I swallowed every jealousy whnever i can, and you fucking spit out everything in a go. I had it. I'm really tired of it. I stopped replying, and u regretted it? Just fucking stop saying all those nonsense. People will really take words for real. Just a sentence, u can make someone t commit suicide, get it? But anw its fine now alr. Sighed.