Monday, October 25, 2010

I've got nothing to say, just something to declare.
Brandon, i love you 25/10/10, 2030. :)

Another new thing that's appearing in my life, which is, relationship.
I guess it wasn't that hard t accept after all, yet was still wondering why am i so paranoid or whatever before.
Yes, i'm happy. Nothing could explain my current feelings though i act as if i'm normal. :)

However, there's still many other things i need to settle first i guess.
Also, i think i should jolly well quit that retarded fckup game of mine.
Its nothing but troubles, not my destressing tool at all. What a lie :(
& yes, i'm a liar.. Liar..
Hahaha. Well that's all. I sounded a bit emo but i'm actually not. Just thinking of... Ohwell to be continued yea. Nights :>

Saturday, October 2, 2010

^~^

eto ..
My sugar rush went out already. x.x
I wanted to blog earlier but i think that blogging at the end of the day would be better, so as to summarize everything.

Well i think i have not been updating for days or whatsoever. I have been updating bullshit and craps all around which is not considered blogging but ranting & i feel like deleting all those posts. butttt, never! I'm gonna read back my previous post when i got the time and see how dumb i am. Also it gives me an estimation of how much i've levelled too yea.?

Welllll. Updates.~(i'll write as much as i rmb.)

30/9, thursday.
suppose to study w CL they all, end my mum called me t join her and aunt for shopping session. Wore my school uniform and go, with my bag which is as heavy as 10kg t me. Epic, my mum asked me t choose heels for the wedding and can u imagine if i am wearing my school uniform while wearing a pair of 10cm heels. End up bought nothing and went home. Can't really remember what happen aft that.

1/10 , friday.
What? Its exams alrdy. Gotta be kiddin me. English & chinese paper 1, followed by chinese LC. I digged my ears the day before, so i must be scoring well for LC. haha!
Went home afterwards. Jm came t my house at 3+ t study. well, i mean, ''''study''''. LOL.
Crapped around like seriously, gossips and stalks.
She went home ard 7+, and i com all the way alr. Seriously no mood t study that day.
Well. I slept at 5am that day, whn im suppose t wake at 9.30 the following day.
Smth happened, and i don't wish t elaborate any further. It's always the same thing and i'm sick of it alrdy .

TODAY, sat/sun, 2/10
urm, lucky brandon called me @ 10, or else im surely still pigging in my pigsty. Yup, the one i'm meeting is him! Fruitful day, i had fun, not at the last part though. Studied @ macs for like 3hrs, he cycle me home while he went for tuition. However i didnt went home straight, instead i went t Jm's. x.x. I got a feeling that we'll still meet somehow and if i went home i won't be able to go out alrdy. So yeah i went to her house and continue w the study. yeah i attend some questions and it seems t be easier than before, I Guess. haha! Anw i was right, aft his tuition we're meeting agn. We wanted t cycle t bedok in the first place, but guess what, the brake was spoiled at the traffic light. Seriously i bring badluck t other ppl's bikes, not just brandon but zy, gabin and a lot more ppl =.=ll I feel so bad and i suggest paying half of the repair fee for him. LOL. He don't want. aik. Kay den he walk me home w that spoiled bike and his fater fetch him . Wa, super suay only.

Went home, study till 11 and audied. Same old thing luh~ Sometimes i wonder if im a flirt in game. lol like seriously. Cos everytime i online there will be a diff guy talking t me. However i don't have the intention to flirt, im just being friendly. Im stating my stand that i am truthful t myself, that's all. :D & besides i said that because its always the same, i dun understand why either, that is it'll either be all my audi frends come n look for me, or neither will come. haiyer! irritant laa. Anyway it's just a game, my distressing tool, no intentions of upgrading it anytime ^^.

YAY, PET FARM NXT WK!<3 always wanted t go and end up didnt!! This brandon damn steady, i say go he reli go, and willing t lend me his bike. HAHA NI ZHEN HAO! -except for ur violent part

AND ALSO, impt news, parents will be going t genting on the 8th-10th of oct, WHICH IS FREEDOM TIME FOR ME. i shld make full use of it, dun let it go waste. HAh plannin timeeeee. Besides exams are alrdy over, laughs.

Alright, i shld slp, reli shld. Runnin outof sugar, tml jm yx and mh is comin t muse and study, can't forget that. ohwell, nights.
<3


You accuse of me when you didn't even see me doing anything, so why not try putting urself in my shoes and think is it fair anot. I swallowed every jealousy whnever i can, and you fucking spit out everything in a go. I had it. I'm really tired of it. I stopped replying, and u regretted it? Just fucking stop saying all those nonsense. People will really take words for real. Just a sentence, u can make someone t commit suicide, get it? But anw its fine now alr. Sighed.

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