Haru Haru .

Ano .. Haruharu? Hai, day by day i suppose so.

Yep, things did improve(lying).
We didn't talked for almost the whole day. (true)
Awesome much.(sacarstic)

But oh well, apparently i don't feel anything.
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Guess that method works.
& also, being a game freak works too.

Suddenly, i feel so blank .



I just wanna leave some spaces and by looking at the background of this, it's white. & that's what in my mind now i guess. Fresco.

Okay. I should just summarize everything that happened today, regardless whether it's something minor or major. Whatever.

It was raining early in the morning, I thought of walking in the rain but it'll be so retarded to get myself sick at this fucking point of time.
When i got in class, straight pissed off when i saw that man face. -'-
& also, thanks fellow classmates, for making me laugh.
Like seriously, since they won't see, i shall name them already.
Wesley you monkey jokah! Never failed to make people laugh. hahaha.
Izzwan u chek chek~ cute face la you. Hahas!
Khoi - damn u chocolate, fucking horny and always humping ur gay partners as usual. However you sure did made me had a good laugh. (Y)
Yanming - TSK, nth to say.
Yea, and alot more. :)

Bloggy, dont be jealous. I still love you more because i am sharing my secrets with ya. Even my LG don't know ley, people attached alr, i should have let her have more time with andrew ^^
Ops, though i think only one person know already.

After school, i was suppose t meet LG with cow, but she wake up late and im tired, so yeah, postponed. I went t meet my sis instead and have lunch, together w jiamei and ben.
Thanks to you guys too, although the attention wasn't me, but i really had a good laugh. I swear, really.

Without all those, i think my today will be totally crush. Totally.
Life , still has to go on. Same old words, but the meanings are always the same. I guess.

Homed and had a hair cut. Do some revision and Audi all the while. Yep audi, only. I didn't include msn and facebook or whatever shit is it that consist of communications and any chance that i might see him online.

So, though you guys can't see this, but im sincerely apologizing for ignoring or giving late replies. I didn't meant to but i have to. I'm turning cruel . Sorry for being selfish but that's the only way i won't get hurt. And neither of us will get hurt .

This might be escaping from reality, but i call it the best solution for Now. I can't really say it's permanently, i don't know, but i'll have to think about my present before moving on to the future. For now , just stay constant and nothing'll happen. Look on the bright side, be optimistic, comeon lili, isn't this what you always taught people? You can do it too. Don't just say words and show out your actions alright?

. - Thank you. Really thank you for all ur advices. I might not be following it all the time, but really, i truthfully wants to thank you. Sometimes i might sound arrogant and all pissed, you control and tried to calm me down. When i'm all lost and only knows how to cry, you came to me and teach me what to do. You did almost everything for me when i can't find my correct path. You will help me, but you have your own life to lead too, i can't always depend on you right. Goodluck! :') & i still love you don't worry hehheh. Rmb our dots and commas? wink wink .

, - I thought you were just some typical gamer. Like seriously. Until we really started talking and you expose lots of things about me. I didnt even say anythin and you knew. Or is it that im too easy to read? I don't know and i hope not :(
I got a feeling ur're going to be my next .. someone important. I have no idea who would you be to me but for now i don't want to go on and elaborate further ..

= - Yep, to the both of you. Without realising, we had known each other for years already. Until recently we always hang out together and gossiping about people, it was really fun with you guys. But both of you had your own life to lead too. I can't always be the lightbulb right..
Still, I am happy . Though.. Nevermind. :)

* - Yea lastly you. ERh, i really had no idea what to say and i know ur're reading it now. :$
TaOYAN! IDK LA!~~~ :$:$:$
Not yet i guess. I can imagine you reading it now and i'll go ...... .____.''''' ..
Like seriously. Heh.

Interesting, waiting for something else eh? i guess only 20% of this post is talkin about him. I'm glad. Hahs.

Things i wanna say foryou, will only be kept in my heart. Sorry.

Truth will still be out one day, miao.
J.I.A.Y.O.U.
Smile, the key. 'show ur shining teeeeth!~' :DD

-'- , time check- 0139. LILI, LE YAU SIU HA, ANI ARM LIAO STILL MAI WUK SI BO?! knn dey le! @#$%^! -'-
Aces day tml, wish me goodluck AIR. ~
-dyin dyin dyin-
Faint.
HAOHAOHAO IM RELI TURNING IN, CIAO BLOGGEH.